Monday, July 17, 2006
i hate taking buses.
you may say i'm spoilt, too spoilt, for saying this, but i really hate it.
today, i took bus 10 and 9 again.. its been very long since i took these two buses home.. well, i already wasn't in the best of moods.. in fact, i was in a bad mood.
bus 10 came... and i thought to myself as always 'oh god.. am i really going to take that disgusting thing?..'
i got off bus 10 and waited for 9 to come. 9 was quite full, as per normal which really makes my day worse.
i just can't stand being on a bus. ur surrounded by 4 walls, in a tiny space and u have to squeeze with the whole world. the people on the same bus as u are the people you don't know at all.. and i don't like mixing or even being near strangers. btw i sat near the front door.
at eastpoint, thousands or even millions of people boarded the bus.. again... well.. it was packed. this bloody lady stood beside me with her hand holding the pole behind me. she kept on pushing her plastic bags to my legs like she can't balance. of cos i didn't want to push her back, so i just placed my leg further away. she almost lost her balance. well, who asked her to balance on my legs!
the whole bus ride my face wasn't a smiling one. y should i smile when im on some kind of squeezy ugly thing that i hate so very much. u may laugh that i quite fear and dislike sitting on a bus.
back to the bloody lady. she suddenly wanted to go to the back so she turned her body.. her bloody hand hit my head and messed my hair up. i almost glared at her, but i controlled.. I CONTROLLED, bcos ppl was looking. they must have guessed i'm not friendly to strangers on the bus. mood getting worse.
it was my stop and i stood up, i looked at the front door which was about a metre away from me. not reachable.. too many freaky people squeezed there.
i didn't want to miss my stop or i'll bomb the whole bus into flames. so i rushed to the door behind. i couldn't be bothered to wait for the lazy freaky bloody people to take their time to make space for me to pass through or the bus would have reached tim bak tu.
i just pushed my way through with a pissed look.. the people standing were pissed with me too, but well, if they were going to stay there, not moving for me to walk through then i don't see why i should wait for them and miss my stop.
everybody looked at me, they looked at my pissed look. sure they're thinking 'temasek students are so inconsiderate.. so rude.. so unfriendly.'
well im sorry. i cldn't be bothered if i kinda let people have a bad impression on temasek but i wasn't in a good mood.. a freaking bus filled with milllions of selfish people was the last straw. the bus was filled with people. i made it from the front door to the back door through the jungle of monkies in about 5 secs. pity the people standing bcos i was really barged my way through.
stupid bus 9. always must have so many people boarding at eastpoint, plus it was rush hour. i could have given them a nice present they would never forget, but i decided not to.
if im ever gonna take a bus, esp a full bus, don't expect me to be in my best of moods. i'll be so freaking pissed. disgusting bus. disgusting people. i hate the bloody bus. i hate the strangers i see. buses make me lose my mind.
i hate buses, i hate bus stops, i hate bus interchanges, i hate places with strangers. god.. i will try not to take the bus if possible. at least not a packed one. i like empty ones.. but they still make me lose my mood.
always a twemasekian `7:10:00 pm
